a paradox.
huge fan of reading and being a nerd, even a bigger fan of sleeping and being unbothered. huge fan of productivity and outcomes, even bigger fan of process and stillness. huge fan of indulgence with people, even a bigger fan of being in my own company. huge fan of climbing mountains, even a bigger fan of staying by the beach. huge fan of learning anything and everything, even a bigger fan of staying placid. huge fan of staying busy, even a bigger fan of being lazy huge fan of holding onto the things, even a bigger fan of letting it go. huge fan of grades, even a bigger fan of actual learning. huge fan of partying, even a bigger fan of staying in. huge fan of exploring, even a bigger fan of being a cocoon. huge fan of sarcasm, even a bigger fan of empathy. huge fan of sophistication, even a bigger fan of mess. huge fan of facts, even a bigger fan of hypothesis. huge fan of clarity, even a bigger fan of mystery. huge fan of oversharing, even a bigger fan of...