a paradox.

 

huge fan of reading and being a nerd,
even a bigger fan of sleeping and being unbothered.

huge fan of productivity and outcomes, 
even bigger fan of process and stillness.

huge fan of indulgence with people,
even a bigger fan of being in my own company.

huge fan of climbing mountains,
even a bigger fan of staying by the beach.

huge fan of learning anything and everything,
even a bigger fan of staying placid.

huge fan of staying busy,
even a bigger fan of being lazy

huge fan of holding onto the things,
even a bigger fan of letting it go.

huge fan of grades,
even a bigger fan of actual learning.

huge fan of partying,
even a bigger fan of staying in.

huge fan of exploring,
even a bigger fan of being 
a cocoon.

huge fan of sarcasm,
even a bigger fan of empathy.

huge fan of sophistication,
even a bigger fan of mess.

huge fan of facts,
even a bigger fan of hypothesis.

huge fan of clarity,
even a bigger fan of mystery.

huge fan of oversharing,
even a bigger fan of keeping the things to myself.

& it goes on.



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